Your a week old now and by now if has sunk in that you are MINE, I look at you and cannot believe that i created such a miracle. LOVE, iv'e always loved my mom, my dad, my friends...but this love is different. Its Everything i could have imagined..and more. Every little noise you make makes me smile, yet it scares me. What if something happened to you, Just the thought of that makes my heart sink, it makes me sick! This love is stronger than i could have imagined.
By week one i'm so tired. Have you ever cried from being so tired because that's all you could do? I have, I had never known what sleep deprivation felt like until now. Its not just like being tired because you stayed up late with friends, or you had to get up at 7 am for school. Your whole body becomes week, no joke is funny, No food is appetizing, Nothing sounds good besides sleep...
Another week has gone by now and your sleeping better at night. I'm still tired but i'm feeling better. Food taste good now, i'm feeling stronger. Your starting to change already. Your awake more, You only like to be sitting up or standing so cradling you isn't an option.
A cold?? Already! How do i take care of a sick baby? Do i give you Tylenol, how much do i give you!? I have to suck what out of your nose!! The getting better nights go back to crying and frustration, but what am i complaining about?? I'm not the one who is sick, i'm not the one who has a fever and cannot breath through my nose. That cold didn't go away for a month...poor baby.
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