The hardest this for me was loosing my body. I'm not trying to brag or anything, but before i was pregnant I LOVED my body. Size zero,103 pounds, flat stomach and toned everywhere. Now that Ive had my son, i wont even look at myself in the mirror... it just makes me depressed to see myself. Size 2and 109 pounds, that's not bad but definitely NOT toned, and not a flat stomach.. Now i wont even wear shorts around the one person i trusted with my body for more that 3 years... bikini this summer? ya right. More like baggy t-shirts at the beach in my future... I'm 17, 17 years old and i cant even go to the beach in a bikini... I need to take action, i need to get my body, my selfasteem and my confidence back but most of all my happiness.
